Daddy Issues

I'll admit it. I have daddy issues. And for once, I mean my real father.

I think a lot of girls who go for this sort of arrangement probably do too. I have always been attracted to older men, and I have no problem admitting that it stems from problems with my father.

Don't get me wrong, I love him dearly, and he loves me too. There was never ANY abuse, so please don't go there. I just think, like a lot of girls, that I never got enough attention from him, never enough love. He tried, but he's just not a very touchy-feely guy.


So I've always wanted other men to love me, to want me. I get off on it. Is it messed up that I know this and still indulge it? Perhaps. But, for now, it's how I choose to deal with it. I simply don't know any other way.

A lot of girls on sites seem to be looking for daddy replacements too. The terminology alone not only condones it, but encourages it. He's my daddy, I'm his baby.

To be honest though, if any guy actually wanted me to call him 'daddy,' in or out of bed, I'd run for the hills! That's too much, even for me!!